mOviES

FU-YOH!!!jUst came back from movie...yesterday watch Harry Porter den today go watch "nan er ben se"..harry porter is quite dissapointed..the action is ok but the ending is like ..walao ..they dun hv enough budjet izit?the ending so bad..cannot make it ah..is not as good as expected..den today watch "nan er ben se"..jackie chan has found himself some follower liao..but this 3 young man were beaten all the way from the beginning 2 the end .. den at the end..someone die ..the story is quite touching la..when u watch the show..think bout the reality we r in ..then think bout the things happening around u .. is like..ermm ..dunno how 2 say..just after watching this show .. like a lot of feelings come into my mind..haizz..den on the way back carinna call me .. she ask me wanna go 2 the jay chou thingy..but since no one is goin ..so i also not goin lo.. sry carinna..enjoy with ur frens ba.. dun think too much bout ur memories la.. later got 2 J fighting not gd ..haha jkjk..well next week got test still havent study yet.. die liao..now go study..bye bye..

SaD NeWS...

Today heard from our lecturer tat our senior..Mr Donald had passed away this morning ... sad...he was like as noraml as us when we last saw him on ALP..but now he is gone forever..we will never gonna see him anymore..feel kind of strange..kind of like missing sthg....just strange..thinking of how fragile is our life..maybe i am blogging now then tmr i go out i will maybe be knock down by car..or shock by lightning..hard 2 say..life is unpredictable...maybe next time i go body check up i maybe will found out i hv some uncurable disease..(cause this few day i keep on having headache..).but dying is not a bad thing .. the onli thing tat is real important is how u spend ur life..?do u spend it with a lot of regret or the other way round..?did u spend ur life hapilly?although there will sure be some down in life but ..life still go on so y dun we live it happily rather den sadly..so i hope everyone who r in a down mood recently can forget bout ur sadness and live happily..life goes on..haha..HAPPY 4EVER everyone!!!!W

My wish to Donald...
Hope u r in the other world can be as happy as u r here or even more happier..
Hope u didnt left any regrets here and leave in a peaceful and happy way...
Hope u will b bless...We will miss u here..

DrEaMsSS..

This few days keep on day dreaming ... dunno y..not onli day dreaming at night also dream..dream bout my past , my future..thinking of past ..so miss those times when me and my frens are together...so nice..playing ard ..duncare wat others think...den my buddies..sharing my troubles with them..they share theirs with me..comfort each others..den sthg else..a lot of things tat i miss...den my future..is like so close 2 me yet so far...is like an easy road yet also a road with a lot of obstacle..wishing a peaceful life but think is too boring...wishing an adventure life but scare cannot overcome the obstacle..is so contradictory..wat i wan ..i also dunno... just let fate decide..maybe i will be gone tmr ..maybe i will live until 100 years old..maybe i will be success..maybe i will be a failure..maybe..maybe..maybe...EVERYTHING IN THIS WORLD EXIST FOR A REASON ... WAT IS MINE????Can someone tell me.....a nice song recomment to u all ..'memories"by backstreet boys..good..

oUr StoRY....

"i am leaving ..."
"Wat?"
"i am leaving ..my dad wants me 2 further my studies overseas..."
"...then wat bout me?"
"i dun no....."
His mind wants him 2 leave but his heart wants him 2 stay..her mind told her 2 let him go but her heart refuse...both of them are lost...
"Y u didnt tell me earlier?"
"i scare u will be sad..."
" then y nOw?why on our anniversary?WHY?"
"I.. I .dunno ..i dunno wat to do ...arhhh!!!"(he cried)
"i am sry ..i just thinking of myself and neglected u..sry"
they hug each other and cried until both of them tired and sleep...

After telling her this, she change 180' ..she started 2 treat him very coldly..they hardly meet each other.everytime is always because of her busyness..he started 2 feel strange ..so he start doing something..through her frens ..he found out tat she hasnt been 2 work lately..since she is not working .. wat keeps her so busy?..he feel sthg fishy goin around..

One day , he follow her and finally found out wat happen......

One week b4 his leaving..he call her out..
"we havent seen each other 4 a long time.."
"i am busy with my work.."
"Y u lie?"
"huh?"
"u hv quit ur job long ago.."
"so u found out .."
"ya through ur frens ..but y u lie to me?WHY?"
"u wan 2 nOe the truth ? i tell u ... i am dating with another guy recently ..u noe him..he is ur best fren didnt he tell u?..haha..wat a shame, u call this frens..haha"
"Y?Y?"
"cause u are leaving ..u cannot take care of me anymore ..u r the one who choose 2 leave me ..not me..u r the one who ruin this relationship not me.."
"den i dun leave ..i stay here with u..pls dun do this to me.."
"sry ..is too late..after i stead with him...i found out tat he is better..haha..he makes me happier."
"but i thought u love me.."
"nOt any more.."
this is the last word she said 2 him ... but is she really this bad...
he uses the last week 2 tidy his feelings and pack himself .. prepare 2 leave town..

the night b4 leaving..her close fren call him..
"bad news..she commit suicide...she is now in hospital"
"wat ?why?..?"(he is confuse)
he didnt went 2 the hospital ...cause he is still angry with her..
He left....

after a month of staying overseas, he come back ..(holiday n birthday)
this trip is not happy at all...cause he found out the real truth behind everything ..
" i am back!!"
" u got a package ..is from V .. she wans u 2 hv it..is her last gift to u...."
"wat is it?"
"open it and u will know everything.."
"oh my god...wat hv i done?"
inside the box is all the photo tat they hv taken..and a letter..
the letter says
"J, i am sry ..all i hv done is 4 ur good.i didnt change my heart ever..i always love u..i go out with K is because i wan u 2 forget me....but after i met and u say u will stay 4 me..i noe u will not forget me..unless something big happen..i decide 2 leave this world so tat u will forget the actual me and let me stay in ur heart..live well after i am gone ..dun come to find me cause i am always in ur heart..i hope to see u before i leave the world ..maybe at the hospital maybe..maybe..i love u .sorry.."
he didnt fuifill her last wish...he is not heartless he is just a fool..a fool tat make his life and her life miserable...
6 years later he finish his study and come back home...at the station he saw someone very familiar..is V..the doctors manage 2 get her back...beside her is a guy ... K...she looks happy..he decided 2 let her go cause he thinks he will onli make her life more miserable..they didnt meet each other after tat..not once ..never...
actually in her heart she still loves him ..but she wans him gd so she left him.
actually in his heart he still loves her .. but he wans her happy so he left her.

both of them are fool and saint .. sacrifice themselves to make the other happy but make ownself miserable..why cant they be together and both of them will be happy? y always like tat?y everytime the one u luv the most will not be with u?WHY?WHY?WHY?

070707

haizzz this date is supposely be very special but..i spend it boringly..i stay at home all day..on9 chatting ..dunno talk wat ..talk crap onli...haha..also got talk serious thing la..haha...supposely got go sing ktv one but because of smtg..it is canceled....sad sia...just now my cousin call me go ang mo kio play but my bro say too late liao .so cannot go also...walao..like so no life lo....someone birthday is coming havent buy present yet..dunno buy wat....but got a bit clues liao...tmr go queensway shopping with my cousin ..see wat can buy ..haha.nthg much can write liao.gonna write a story later...so because today is sooo special..i wish all ppl who read or not read my blog happy 4ever..and most importantly ..world peace...!!!!!

wHo aM I?

.......feeling a bit down lately..dun ask why.. just feeling down..feeling tat ...i am lost in this complicated world...so complicated until i start to dunno who i am ...who i am dealing with..who cares bout me who dun...who i care .. who i dun..the hormes inside my body is trying harder and harder 2 let me fall in love but my mind just cant cooperate with it...my heart goes 2 the north but my brain wants me to go to the south....LOST.....CRY...DOWN....iz it the right time 2 do the thing i am doing right now?actually wat am i doing i also dunno.....CAN sOmeOne help me 2 bring back the old me....the funny me....tat me...WHERE R U? COME BACK!!!!..is there anyone out there tat i can speak 2?tat can support me when i am weak..and share my happiness when i am happy....i been searching and searching .but once i nearly grab u ..u flew away...like the smoke in the air...like a dream tat will never come to reality..........like my life...