古来成败原关数,天下英雄大可知...

哇!!!可以用华语blog了...哈哈!!!!好高兴哦!!回来居銮跟家人和朋友过中秋啊!!!好怀念童年时那种提灯笼游街的日子啊!!但是这些只能化为美好的回忆,永远埋在心里!!!前几天去了一个朋友开的月光会...蛮好玩的...认识了不少新朋友...唱了不少歌....喝了那么...就那么..一点点...真的只是一点点的酒...不知道为什么这样就醉了.....haiizzzz...以前不会这样的...真的是人在伤心时特别容易醉吗?还是酒不醉人,人自醉?我也不知道...哈哈..反正不碍事..哈哈..只是不懂有没有说错话..如果有我在这里道歉啦..不要生气噢!!!不知者无罪嘛....哈哈....多几天就要回新加坡了..要回去找工作...最近很穷啊!!!哈哈..=X...想到又要回去了..有点伤心..有点期待...伤心是因为又要离家..成为游子了..不知何时才能再回来探望父母,朋友们....期待是因为在这新环境中(也不算新啦)又不知有多少好玩,烦恼,伤心,渴望,讨厌,忍耐的事在等着我....哈哈..这是人生的一种经历吧...终始都要面对的...乐观点...每日一笑,世界多美好..哈哈..在这里对那些关心我的朋友说声对不起..让你们担心了...也要说声谢谢..谢谢你们的关心...但是很遗憾的我还是决定把苦自己吃...你们不用担心我..因为我会好好过...哈哈..小弟不才在此做诗,请各位不要见笑....


"秋月"
月圆中秋,合家团聚,
游子归乡,齐家欢乐,
苦饮闷酒,自醉解忧,
醉醒观世,天子觉醒!

"痴"
痴心处麻中,思念无止步,
刻刻探星空,空望待传音,
苦盼你归来,绝望心中生,
笑看痴红尘,自愧人笑痴!

WoohOO!!!!...

WoOhOO!!! haha dunno wat happen to me recently .. hehe . cant control my emotion well .. seems like my EQ is dropping... haha .. but nvm .. this is not the main thing for today ... well i hv to say i am happy ..cause home sweet home ... i am at my hometown now ...WoooHOOO!!!! i am back since i finish my chalet with my frens ... was fun ... but ws troublesome also ... hehe..cause quite a lot didnt come and .. just a few of us.. haha.. nvm ...well quite a lot of things happen here some gd .. some troblesome... some memorable .. and some quite shocking...haha..well quite happy meeting up my old frens talk a lot ... hehe... happy talking... haha .. lecture some of them ... hehe.. den go celebrate my grandpa birthday ... eat a big feast as usual .. haha. i think i hv gain some weight tat i hv lost ba.. haha...but nvm i will lost it again de... goin to the bbq feast at one of my fren house this weekend .. hope will hv fun ba.. hehe...well...sg life is not tat interesting den... waiting for interview to go work but the manager was not in for few days so hv to wait...if get a job den very happy cause quite broke nOw after the chalet .. haha..well tat's all bout my recent life .. is boring anyway... haha..I AM A NO-LIFE MAN!!!

"Do we really need sacrifise to optain success or happiness?Do we ?"

"i laugh when my heart is bleeding.....i laugh because i dont want others to know i am sad...cause if people know i am sad ,some will come and ask ... then they will also be sad.. i dont wish my sadness become a burden to others... so i laugh all the time... but my heart is bleeding as well..."

"mou dareka no tame janakute, jibun no tame ni waratte ii yo"
(you dont have to force your smile for everyone , it's okay to smile for yourself)

WhY SUffeR???

Yeah!! think through a lot liao .. haha . not so depress liao and wun depress anymore in the future(i hope).. haha ... recently b4 this i am feeling very down .. just feel that i am not good enough comparing to others, i am a lousy person that cant do anything right ... already 18 years old liao think back my past ..i really cant think of anything that can make me or my family or even my frens proud of.. i am such a loser!!!!!Such a loser that until i hate myself .. i hate myself why am i being so useless .. haizzz..BUT!!!! A big "BUT" here..haha..no one in this world is perfect.. no one can do anything without obstacles.. there will be a lot of obstacles in our life.. our life is like waves..got high tide and low tide... so when high tide we must cherish and when low tide we must overcome it bravely... dun compare with others cause everyone is different in this world ... nthg can be compare.the only person that u should compare is urself.. make urself improve by learning through mistake and failure... life goes on .. dun let once failure make u down into the bottom..fall down liao must climb up ownself..the is how it goin to be..hahaha...keep on thinking these and life will be great..hahaha..laugh at least five times a day ...u will be more happy.

"Life goes on.. whether u happy or not ..the world is still moving...so if u nid to pass ur day y dun pass it through a happy way rather than the sadness way .. if u always sad.. the people around u will also be sad also..so y make them suffer also... if sad .. make urself look happy ..when time pass den u will forget the sad things also and be happy again..."

LoveSS anD HatEsS

Haizz .. blog again ..this few days a lot of feelings ah..haizz... juz now talk with a fren ..a buddy .. who i used to think i understand him but now i dun think i am anymore..or maybe not even in the past..haizz...he was once deeply in love with someone.. but it ends up in a bad ending ..very bad one...haizzz.. he was trying to let me fully understand him but i cant ..i really cant cause ppl hv different point of views .. i really wish to help him ..really.. but i cant help much ..didnt help any actually .. feeling myself so useless .. being a fren but cant help him when he needed me the most .. i am so useless..!!he now started to hate from his love and his life.. because of love and growth hate..deeper the love that is ..greater the hate there will be..this is wat happening to him.. haizz.. really dun wan this to happen but it happened..hope maybe time will heal everything maybe in another few years later .. things will be normal again..and hope i will still be there to see these things happen..Why does feelings exist in this world?How can i overcome the sad feelings?... he ask me but ... i dunno how to answer..maybe no one can answer... or maybe there isnt any answer... is just how one thinks tat's all ..maybe .. maybe..i will seek for it until i die ..seeking for the truth answer tat a lot of ppl ask me...

"Answers in this world are they right ? Do they exist? Is there any right or wrong in this world ?.. or there isnt ? right answer is just an answer that majority of ppl that agree it.. wrong answer is just an answer that majority of ppl dun agree with....if this is wat is right or wrong den it far away from wat i am seeking of... far far away..."

"Love and Hate... is just one line apart .. if u mistaken one step the person u love the most will be the person u hate the most... ppl that hate others... i think they are great...cause for us these normal ppl..we already hardly love someone where got time to hate... but them they already surpass the love and started to hate ...arent they great?..If there isnt any hate ..how do we show there is any love.. if there isnt any hate , all the love will be the same..and will not be so unique as it is now..HAte is harder then love...more harder ... more painful ..not to the person u hate but to urself...."

LiFE iS A mESs....foR mE

haizzz my depressed time come again....dun why recently ..juz feeling cannot do anything right...holiday start .. den plan on a class chalet den can even plan it right ... a bit mess up the whole thing... haizz..den planing to do smtg on this holiday den because somethings happened den the whole feeling gone... gone no where ..can find it now... juz finish planing up the mess chalet thing... den thinking of someone now...someone that i miss so much but actually juz been seperate for a while..some maybe noe who i refer to ..but some will never get who is it....i hope the one that i am thinking of now ..noe i am thinking and thinking of me also..that is wat i hope .i really hope...maybe i am in the river again... maybe .. maybe... these few days ...dunno isit i think too much or something else..feeling very very very down...thinking bout frens and family ...thinking about how will make things right...or there maybe will not be any right or wrong is just depending how u look at it...haizz den went back to klg ..meet up some old frens... they ask me got galfren liao ma?...den i say no ..den they say my mouth too flirt so gals dun like...is it like tat?..haizzz or juz maybe is i not handsome enough? i think the later part is more true..haizzz..i am juz not good looking enough to let gals accept me.haizz..i really wish to hv a galfren now..really ... really feel to share my life with someone..really feel like taking good care of someone.really feel like someone i can seek for when i hv some secrets or troubles to tell..really wish that u can be that someone...really...haizzz..

"LoVEs"

love is sweet , love is bitter,
love make me be like a fool,
love make me be on the top of the world yet the bottom,
love gives me life and bring me to death....
why is love in this world...why is something so miserable assist..
but if it is not assist nothing will be alive...
love are roses ..look good , smells good but if not be careful ..it HURTS!!!!