Sunday, May 25, 2008

SAD........

I was shock when i receive ur daddy msg on friday night ... dunno wat to say tat time ... last time ask u wat if u r disgnose to hv it den u say wun wan la..wun so suei... but really u strike the lottery... dunno wat to say, just hope u will get well soon ... and u will get well soon...for sure..u keep on saying u r ok .. but u sound so weak when u call..u sound so tired..take some rest k..jiayou ... we will giv u our moral support here...jiayou.. =)

Thursday, May 22, 2008

StuPIDDDD.....

STTTUUUUPPPPIIIIDDDDD!!!!!... i hv paper everyday on termtest.... everyday got paper...monday to friday ... EVERYDAY!!!!!.....y so many to test on??.... argh!!!! ARGH!!!!... stupiddddddddd!!!!!.. super not in a good mood now!!! argh!!!!!....

Friday, May 16, 2008

StoRY paRT 2.......

From last story, K left the town for studies, J remain in the small town with his wound ,N left after 1 year J left cause her parents shift again......after a few years .. they all graduate from high school ... now they are in their college life.. new environment. new life ... but somehow or rather they are link together again.....

ONE normal sunny day ..... something not normal happen .. dunno is fate playing with them or wat... 3 of them J , K and N they end up in the same college and study the same course......

"Erm..... haloo... do u recognise me K??"
"OMG...!!!!.... J !!! is tat realy you..."
"Of course is me . who else can I be?? haha"
" I am so glad to see u again J .... OMG ... this is like so .... haha"
"Ya i cant believe it either .. i was doubting on my eyes just now .. but is really you .. i am so excited!!"
"hmmm.. hey .. may i ask .. how is N ???"
"U dunNO?? she left 1 year after you left .. "
"huh??... really ???... where she go???.."
"NO idea..."
"Stop talking bad words behind of me can or not???"
"N!!!"
"Omg u r here too!!.."
"haha. gotcha ... long time no see old frens... heee"
"Cool man .. let hv a gathering after class shall we guys???.. J N??"
"sure sure... hee..."
"Okieee..."

after sch they went to a nice cafe and chat... talking bout their lifes this few years... where they went wat they do...and they can sense tat all of them change a lot after all these years... but one thing for sure that din change at all.... the feelings between 3 of them... is still there.. deep inside their heart ... waiting to be awaken....

"Good morning K.... heee.."
"Hey .. good morning N... long time din hear this grreeting from u since last time... "
"........."
"Ya ... long time din greet you good morning... and long time din talk to you le...."
"Hmmmm.. Can we hv a small chat after sch K??... pls.. i been thinking whole night yesterday and i felt that i shld tell you smtg...."
"Huh.... hmmm... well actually..."
"K .. plsssss...just a small chat.... plsss..."
"okokok.... hee.. let go to the lounge later ok... hee"

After sch , they went to the lounge and all this happens without J notice...

"K.. actually all i wan to say is...."
"N... let me say first can??"
"N.... i am sry for my leaving and running away from you last time .. i been thinking all these years.... i am sry ... i make a woman who love me sad... i am nthg but simply a jerk...."
"Dunno say tat K ... dun.. actually i din blame u at all i just blame fate that tear us apart but who knows we meet again .. hee.. K .. i havent forgot anything about you .. i still love you .. for all this years .. i hv learn to be strong and change my mindset. i am not the old draggy cant deide things N anymore... now i will tell out my feelings directly .. and K i wan to tell you i love you ... and i love you a lot..."
"U really not angry of me .. really??? Yeah .. yes.. hee.. hmmm... actually i regret of leaving you and i keep on finding a way to contact you to tell you my true feelings.. but i just cant found u... fate link us again for a reason. i think the reason is because it's too pity for us and wan us to be together......."
K kneel down and purpose to N ..... N nodded her head happily ... a sweet relationship started but this may be the end of a long year friendship....after N agree to be K galfren .. K stood up and giv his first ever gentleman kiss on her forehead and this time .... J walk in..........

TO BE CONTINUE................

Sunday, May 11, 2008

背 影

林 宥 嘉 -背 影

三 公 分 阳 光 三 公 分 空 气
堵 在 眼 前 像 一 面 玻 璃
挡 住 了 你 表 情 剩 下 只 有 脚 印
he……
一 直 向 前 走 走 不 完 距 离
一 直 向 后 退 不 出 回 忆
很 高 兴 有 心 事 帮 我 困 住 自 己
你 头 发 上 淡 淡 青 草 香 气
变 成 了 风 才 能 和 我 相 遇
你 的 目 光 蒸 发 成 云
再 下 成 雨 我 才 能 够 靠 近
感 谢 我 不 可 以 住 进 你 的 眼 睛
所 以 才 能 拥 抱 你 的 背 影
有 再 多 的 遗 憾 用 来 牢 牢 记 住
不 完 美 的 所 有 美 丽
感 谢 我 不 可 以 拥 抱 你 的 背 影
所 以 才 能 变 成 你 的 背 影
躲 在 安 静 角 落 不 用 你 回 头 看
不 用 珍 惜
我 怀 里 所 有 温 暖 的 空 气
变 成 风 也 不 敢 和 你 相 遇
我 的 心 事 蒸 发 成 云
再 下 成 雨 却 舍 不 得 淋 湿 你
躲 在 安 静 角 落 如 果 你 回 头 看
不 用 在 意

Saturday, May 10, 2008

A looonnnggg day...

Is just a normal friday .. wake up early to giv laopo a morning call den went back slp again, den hv breakfast with bro... den aftertat slack at home ... den go sch to help out in the interview of pacesetters... help until 10pm den come home den traffic jam all the way . is like so ridiculous la..i left the sch at ard 10pm den i reach home at 11.35pm... took me an hour and 35 minutes for the whole journey.. i am fucking fed up with this kind of traffic liao lo.... hmmm . den reach home den bath den wan to call laopo at 12am... den call her ... and yet she told me she still studying with her frens... hmmm .. too bad.. just hv to let her study lo... study always come first.... hmm ... den call her again just now at 12.30am... she say she still discussing things with her frens.. hmmm .. den a bit sien diao liao lo... hmmm a kind of weird feeling grows up in my heart dunno how to explain it... is it angry??. nope... is it dissappointed??.. nope... is it jealous??.. nope also... hmmm i dunno wat i feel .. i just very very miss her and wan to see her and hear her voice .. but i cant... SIEN AH!!!!!.... y i suddenly feel so unsecure????... y i suddenly feel so empty ???.. y am i emo again??? wat the hell is happenning to me??? argh....!!!!!!..... i dunno... mess in heart . mess in mind... tired in physical.. tired in mental also.... haizzzz... help me .. help me...

Monday, May 05, 2008

weekENDS....

Hab a looongggg weekend last week from thursday to sunday.. actually wna go back my deardear laopo cause she come back last week but cant cause daddy mommy come out to pick sis up .. she went to aussie and come back last saturday .. hee.. and she brought me pressie a limited edition aussie teddy bear(she say is a couple bear den the other gal bear is still in aussie .. she say see who got fate go buy it den come search for my this one. hee den can sell expensive.. opss.. bler..).. hee and a t shirt... a navy blue very dark colour attitute t shirt.. hee.. den b4 picking her up from airport me and daddy mommy went SHOPPING!!!... haha. there was a warehouse sale in suntec bought a pair of nike shoe, a t shirt again.. hee. so nice.. den daddy and mommy also bought a lot . daddy bought 2 pairs of shoes and mommy bought 1 pairs i think.. hee. so happy... and i ate a lot last week... like 3 to 4 meals per day .. ish ish ... must eat lesser liao. hee .. some photos.. hee..

is been one week plus i apart with laopo liao but is only one week plus but why does it feels like soooo loooonggg time leh... hmmm. i miss u laopo . i really really miss u.. wan to hug u now but cant... wan to kiss u now but also cant .. hmmm.. the poison in me is so deep i guess this life time i cant get it out le . i am urs laopo ... all urs... hee..muackssss..




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