finish EXAM !!!!....

PHEW!!! finally .. i finish my exam liao !!!. okok.... for all of ur concern ... the previous post i wrote is not about my "emo"ing.. is just tat i am on exam and i am quite stress at tat time ... so maybe sound a bit down or wat.. heee... so now after exam liao .. can relax liao so shld be posting happy things!!!back to KLUANG!!! my hometown the day after my last paper ... which is today ... heee. so happy to see my parents ... and granparents..... the only and one and only reason i am back is to RELAX!! do nthg but find frens out play .. eat .. slp .. go travel maybe... get high.. back to my old sch time... PLAY !!!!... hee.....den maybe play for like one month or such den go back sg to work .... earn money !!!!... den save money den go travel!!.. hahahaha.. so happy i am on holidays.... and want to ask my class... any plannings on this holidays??.. like chalet ?? BBQ??... or dunno wat??..... wan to play..... play .... and play!!!!!

VAcant

hmmm .. i shldn't be blogging now .. cause actually i am having exam.. but heee.. too boring of studying so .. just come up blog lo.. feel so stress recently .. also dunno y .. is not exam i think.. i din took it seriously .. just do watever i can .. heee... a strong feeling of emptiness start to grown in my heart ... feeling tat am i worthy... is all i have done worthy .. am i just a fool .. some sort of these question ... i dun wan to dissapoint others and also myself..... i just wan to be happy and let others be happy .. tat is all ... so .. ya . tat is wat i wan to say .. all i wish is the most simplest yet the hardest thing in the world "HAPPINESS".. heee.. so .. can someone tell me where is it???

i will laugh when my hearts cry.
this is what clowns do,
always laughing in front of others,
but when at the backstages,
they cried alone.
LOnely clown , happy circus,
lonely me, lonely world,
WHERE iS tHE LOVe???
HAhahahahaHAhahaha....

Chinese NEW year!!!! 2008.....

The DAY before eve....(tuesday)...

have sch in the morning until 6pm , but ask for permission from my tutor to leave early ,cause hv to rush back m'sia...heee.. den took a cab from TP to woodland checkpoint , cause sis say will JAM .. but nthg happen ... traffic was so smooth .. ish .. and cause me $27 for the cab fare ..HURT!!!!.. den aftertat wait outside the custom for more then 1 hour ,... cause my sis they all are LATE... ish ...den took the 9.15pm bus from LARKIN back to KLUANG.. JAM on highway for like an hour or more.. reach home ard 12plus liao . bro and sis r like two zombies... straight away go slp... ish .. den left me and parents go PASAR MALAM.. so nice .. shop until 3 plus den go back .. den took a bath .. den talk talk a bit .. ard 4 plus 5 like tat den slp .. heee..

CNY eve....(wednesday)

woke up ard 6 plus in the morning , is like actually din slp la , go out breakfast with ah gong ,ah ma they all , eat until 9 plus 10 like tat come back home , den "BAI TIAN GONG"

aftertat , ate lunch den rest until night den is the REUNION DINNER i waited sooooo long , only once a year den can eat all this kind of good good stuff... haha.. DELICIOUS!!! THANK MOM!!

den after the dinner , fetch my cousin to town buy dvd den cmome home they all watch show .. dne left me ... too boring until i drove out to my fren house and chat .. meow.. haha.. chat until dunno wat time .. but i think ard 3 or 3 plus.. den go home .. den my cousin havent slp.. den chat with him until ard 5 plus like tat .. den go close eye a while ....

THE FIRST DAY .."CHU YI"...(thursday)

woke up on 8 plus ... after a while slp ... haha... den "bai nian"with parents and sis, den ah gong ah ma, den uncle auntie....... a lot a lot..den .. pictures time !!!! haah..

after taking photos den have lunch .... den a lot others relatives came.. aunties uncles.. take ang pao .. haha...den dunnO slack doing wat until dinner time... after dinner den go frens house play ... heee.. eat eat talk talk again ... den aftertat go k parade watch "kung fu dunk".. not bad la.. quite funnie.. heee..=)

THE SECOND DAY.."CHU ER".. (friday)

din slp last night also.. after movie when yum cha until late late... haizz.. den morning eat mommy cook de breakfast... taste great .. den play some cards games.... den another uncle come .. den talk talk .. den go out hv lunch at restaurant.. eat "yu sheng"

after lunch , my uncle went back sg liao ... den we go to my mother side ah ma house.. my grandme in-law house la.. hee.. den "bai nian".. chit chat.. play mahjong... den eat again.. haha.. eat dinner.. my mom cooking skill r halfly from here so the food tat ah ma cook is ..WOW!!! haha..aftertat when home .. den go out again with frens.. yum cha .. talk talk ...

THE THIRD DAY..."CHU ShAN"..(saturday)

this day is go out "bai nian" with frens de liao .. haha.. morning when out with my THO gang .. go like a few houses only .. cause most of them went holiday during CNY time .. ish .. damn....

den aftertat went out with another group.. hee.. when watch movie.. "CHANG JIANG 7 HAo".. den aftertat eat talk talk .. den go funfair...

BUsy & saD week

I am back .. from very very busy and stress weekssss , tests, quizzes, projects , presentation ... all driving me crazy ... ish .. but luckily finish all liao , today just finish my last quiz, feel so relax and relieve, but not until let me feel relax a bit , things come up again ,my attendance thing havent settle yet , dad keep on nagging, din do very well in math quiz ... but this one expected... haizz.. den... sthg happen... sthg... sad thing .. haizz.. and i think is my fault , i am sorry then , but the worst thing is , .....i dunno where i did wrong ... i am such a jerk.. haizz.. hope someone will forgive me soon and ..... u know .. get back to normal again ... ish ..=( ......OKOK cut the crap .. no more sad sad thingy ... CNY is two more days away!!! YEAH!! so happy, feel very CNY now , just now after class rush down to orchard to shopping ... release tension i think .. bler but nvm bought a shirt and some gifts which i promised someone ..meow*.. heee... will be goin back KLUANG tmr night , so looking forward on it , the only thing i dun like .. is the crowd tmr, such will be extremely crowded ... shit .. hate tat..=X.. haha looking forward to the reunion dinner and meetings with cousins, so fun .... and not forget my beloved buddies and frens.. wahaha.. will "KILL" them on the "table" ... haha .. bler...=) i think tat is all ba .. no feelings to write too much , mind are messy and confuse and .. dunno wat now... ='(

i am so sorry of what i have done ,if what i done make you miserable or sad or what , my deeply apologize here,SORRY...... hope we can be bak normal again...=(