Friday, March 30, 2007

CRY !!!!!

Damn it !! I am rejected by all singapore poly ! Damn it !!! What the hell is going on?...Shit !!Am i really not good enough or others are all too good ? i really dont know now... Shit!! i am very comfuse about my life now ..how will my future go???? What shall i do?????AHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

ThE BiGgesT AQuaRiUm IN tHe WoRld!!1






















1."Okiniwa aquarium"(direct translated) open in NOV 2002 is known as the largest aquarium in the world.You can discover more than 260 kinds fishes in this aquarium.The biggest tank can fit around 20 thousands fishes in it included 2 whale sharks. The aquarium also have different spesies of tropical fishes.I definitely will go there once in my life.It so beautiful.Nature is incredible.






Friday, March 23, 2007

waiting....!!!!

"Waiting"is something very boring..when u r waiting i suggest u not 2 watch the time b'cause it will only make time go slower..i am now waiting 4 my poly reply n i feel time is passing very slowly..i am also scare tat the poly tat i hv apply dun accept me cause there will be gone 4 the fastest path 2 my future...if really so unlucky i will just hv 2 stay on n moving on my life in here...but tat is not wat i wan ...i wan a peaceful life in singapore tat i can be with my siblings...but if i stay here there will just be me....haizzzz..now i just hope i will get my reply soon n i hope is a good news.....haizzz...

Sunday, March 11, 2007

慌神....

很久没用华文blog了,今天就用华文blog一下吧.....最近对人生有点不知所措...开始越来越不懂自己是谁....越来越感到人生的无趣....我很清楚这是一段过渡期,但就是不知怎么面对它....挫折让我感到人生的低潮.....有时静下来想一想,做人不要想这么多就会好过一点,但有些事不是你不想它就能解决的.....所以还是逼不得已要去想,去做...想到未来,有点茫然...读完书出来就找工作..过后就成家...过后就生子....到最后就只是等死了......人生就是这样的(在我眼里) .... 是不是我想太多了呢?还是我真的看透人生?....哈哈....有时想想自己真的有点一无是处..真的是我不够好吗?还是只是别人太强?(我正在找回我以前carefree的性格,"它"到底跑去哪里了?)..不惯啦...这里有一首我最近迷上的一首歌..介绍给大家吧..!!希望大家喜欢.. =-)

"超人" 演唱者:张卫健

明明是一个脆弱不堪的灵魂
却为你心甘情愿变身为超人
爱的筋疲力尽才明白我并不是无所不能
也许因为我的天资不够
算不出来什么时候会分
肉体凡身凭什么 想要你爱我一生
逝去的青春就像我们
曾经留给对方的伤痕
两个人无话不说再到最後陌生
我想我都可以去忍
路上的灯看著我们
冒著雨在情节里飞奔
希望有个人
能明白我的眼泪和我的後半生
(原来我一开始就陷的那么深)
陪著你走过五彩斑烂的世界
不代表我就拥有过你的一切
谢谢你的告别
可以带给我这么多感觉
也许因为我的天资不够
体会不到你对我的体贴
但是可能你对我
并没有那么了解
逝去的青春就像我们
曾经留给对方的伤痕
两个人无话不说再到最後陌生
我想我到可以去忍
路上的灯看著我们冒著雨在情节里飞奔
希望有个人
能明白我的眼泪和我的後半生
原来我一开始就陷的那么深

Friday, March 02, 2007

Devil It's own...



Well , this is a post that i write in a boring mood.."DEVIL"..some'thing' that is known by all homosapiens that is an evil thing...but when we think back ... who invent 'DEVIL" this word?who gave it "its"meaning?All these is done by homosapiens also...but if we dun hv any evil in our own mind how can we know / invent this word n' giv it 'its' meaning?Everyone now in this world hv some evil in their heart..no doubts...These is so call 'sins'...if u try 2 get rid of these sins... it is very hard cause all sins r done by emotion, so if u try 2 get rid of 'sins', u must first get rid ur emotion n' feelings first..but by then u r not longer a human cause human live with feelings n' emotion...strange ?But true ..this is why no one is perfect in this world....(Well, all these is only my own opinion ..so if anyone who read this hv any objection that's ur opinion..so .no hard feelings ..ok?)..HAHAHA..