VAcant

hmmm .. i shldn't be blogging now .. cause actually i am having exam.. but heee.. too boring of studying so .. just come up blog lo.. feel so stress recently .. also dunno y .. is not exam i think.. i din took it seriously .. just do watever i can .. heee... a strong feeling of emptiness start to grown in my heart ... feeling tat am i worthy... is all i have done worthy .. am i just a fool .. some sort of these question ... i dun wan to dissapoint others and also myself..... i just wan to be happy and let others be happy .. tat is all ... so .. ya . tat is wat i wan to say .. all i wish is the most simplest yet the hardest thing in the world "HAPPINESS".. heee.. so .. can someone tell me where is it???

i will laugh when my hearts cry.
this is what clowns do,
always laughing in front of others,
but when at the backstages,
they cried alone.
LOnely clown , happy circus,
lonely me, lonely world,
WHERE iS tHE LOVe???
HAhahahahaHAhahaha....