LiFE iS A mESs....foR mE

haizzz my depressed time come again....dun why recently ..juz feeling cannot do anything right...holiday start .. den plan on a class chalet den can even plan it right ... a bit mess up the whole thing... haizz..den planing to do smtg on this holiday den because somethings happened den the whole feeling gone... gone no where ..can find it now... juz finish planing up the mess chalet thing... den thinking of someone now...someone that i miss so much but actually juz been seperate for a while..some maybe noe who i refer to ..but some will never get who is it....i hope the one that i am thinking of now ..noe i am thinking and thinking of me also..that is wat i hope .i really hope...maybe i am in the river again... maybe .. maybe... these few days ...dunno isit i think too much or something else..feeling very very very down...thinking bout frens and family ...thinking about how will make things right...or there maybe will not be any right or wrong is just depending how u look at it...haizz den went back to klg ..meet up some old frens... they ask me got galfren liao ma?...den i say no ..den they say my mouth too flirt so gals dun like...is it like tat?..haizzz or juz maybe is i not handsome enough? i think the later part is more true..haizzz..i am juz not good looking enough to let gals accept me.haizz..i really wish to hv a galfren now..really ... really feel to share my life with someone..really feel like taking good care of someone.really feel like someone i can seek for when i hv some secrets or troubles to tell..really wish that u can be that someone...really...haizzz..

"LoVEs"

love is sweet , love is bitter,
love make me be like a fool,
love make me be on the top of the world yet the bottom,
love gives me life and bring me to death....
why is love in this world...why is something so miserable assist..
but if it is not assist nothing will be alive...
love are roses ..look good , smells good but if not be careful ..it HURTS!!!!