A looonnnggg day...

Is just a normal friday .. wake up early to giv laopo a morning call den went back slp again, den hv breakfast with bro... den aftertat slack at home ... den go sch to help out in the interview of pacesetters... help until 10pm den come home den traffic jam all the way . is like so ridiculous la..i left the sch at ard 10pm den i reach home at 11.35pm... took me an hour and 35 minutes for the whole journey.. i am fucking fed up with this kind of traffic liao lo.... hmmm . den reach home den bath den wan to call laopo at 12am... den call her ... and yet she told me she still studying with her frens... hmmm .. too bad.. just hv to let her study lo... study always come first.... hmm ... den call her again just now at 12.30am... she say she still discussing things with her frens.. hmmm .. den a bit sien diao liao lo... hmmm a kind of weird feeling grows up in my heart dunno how to explain it... is it angry??. nope... is it dissappointed??.. nope... is it jealous??.. nope also... hmmm i dunno wat i feel .. i just very very miss her and wan to see her and hear her voice .. but i cant... SIEN AH!!!!!.... y i suddenly feel so unsecure????... y i suddenly feel so empty ???.. y am i emo again??? wat the hell is happenning to me??? argh....!!!!!!..... i dunno... mess in heart . mess in mind... tired in physical.. tired in mental also.... haizzzz... help me .. help me...